Ok this may or may not come out poetically, most likely wont. I just want to express myself in a way that wasn’t writing a song, and I hadn’t wrote a blog in a while so, here I go.

For the past ever so long I’ve been consumed by a succubus of sorts. I just can’t get her out of my head, and the more she does me wrong the more I fall for her, im just falling down. I need a kick in face, a splash of water just to snap me out of it, but I just can’t. She’s perfect for me, even if im not perfect for her. And that’s one of the many things I just don’t get, what is the point in unrequited love? If someone’s so perfect for you why does it have to be one sided? I mean if you do believe in true love and all that jazz isn’t it meant to be you find your soul mate and they find you or some shit? But maybe its not love, its just me being pathetic and just trying to latch onto anything I can, it just happens that she was there at the right moment in time and my heart was deemed useless forever. I suppose this just leaves me with an ultimatum do I just waste my time and stare at her and wait for her to “change her mind” or do I grow up and just move on? It’s a hard choice.

Oh and Sophie, sorry about all the big words