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IM VERY BORED

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ISleptWithAHarpieAndAllIGotWasThisStupidSTD

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 11:28 AM
Ok this may or may not come out poetically, most likely wont. I just want to express myself in a way that wasn’t writing a song, and I hadn’t wrote a blog in a while so, here I go.

For the past ever so long I’ve been consumed by a succubus of sorts. I just can’t get her out of my head, and the more she does me wrong the more I fall for her, im just falling down. I need a kick in face, a splash of water just to snap me out of it, but I just can’t. She’s perfect for me, even if im not perfect for her. And that’s one of the many things I just don’t get, what is the point in unrequited love? If someone’s so perfect for you why does it have to be one sided? I mean if you do believe in true love and all that jazz isn’t it meant to be you find your soul mate and they find you or some shit? But maybe its not love, its just me being pathetic and just trying to latch onto anything I can, it just happens that she was there at the right moment in time and my heart was deemed useless forever. I suppose this just leaves me with an ultimatum do I just waste my time and stare at her and wait for her to “change her mind” or do I grow up and just move on? It’s a hard choice.

Oh and Sophie, sorry about all the big words

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: The Jester - Enter Shikari
  • Reading: Books on Phillosophy!!
  • Watching: The news.
  • Playing: Little Big Planet
  • Eating: Big mac, fool.
  • Drinking: coke.

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  • Tools of the Trade: A broken heart.

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:iconjarachia:
Boo ^^

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Speciality: Self Portraits, Manga and getting into sticky situations.
:iconbenkon:
Bonjour!!!

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every dream covered in dents
love can't fly tonight
couples will rest, i'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this isnt about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
:iconjarachia:
Oui oui, tres bon.
Or something xD

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Speciality: Self Portraits, Manga and getting into sticky situations.
:iconbenkon:
haha yeah. Hows life fooooool?

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every dream covered in dents
love can't fly tonight
couples will rest, i'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this isnt about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
:iconjarachia:
My life is pretty smexy atm. Stuff seems to be going pretty smexily.
You?

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Speciality: Self Portraits, Manga and getting into sticky situations.
:iconsadieeeee:
DAMMIT BEN DAMMIT!!!!!
you ate my brain.

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imngonnaeatcha okay? :)
:iconbenkon:
thats the thing see, you have to be on the BALL you no, balls, being on them is good?

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Thats disgusting !!! :S
:iconsadieeeee:
i dont want to be on some balls... ROFL

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imngonnaeatcha okay? :)
:iconbenkon:
you liar :P

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And were all gonna die some day, cause thats the american way
And Ive drunk to much and said to little
When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together
:iconamaya67:
DUN-DUN-DUN-
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNN!!! YOU'RE IT!! ^^ YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u want ^^

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're a great friend

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snakebite heart with a
bubblegum smile.
:iconsadieeeee:
yup, doesn't look a thing like her :P
xx

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You've gotta stand for something, or you'll fall for anything.
:iconbenkon:
screw u guys then :P

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watch me i watch you :P
:iconsadieeeee:
im not a guy :P

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You've gotta stand for something, or you'll fall for anything.
:iconbenkon:
i sed guys :P

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watch me i watch you :P

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